Cue the maniacal music! Start the strobes! Roll the fog!The bitch is back once again. I haven't been around for a while. But I am here. I am queer. Watch out LJ!

LOL

I'm hungry.

Date:	2004-11-13 11:00
Subject:	I'm sorry
Security:	Public
Mood:	Awake, but my back hurts!

Well, I am at school. Supposed to be working in Photoshop...however, I cannot. My images are on a Mac somewhere else in the school, and I am working on a PC. How fun! I've been so busy. New job, working there a lot. Who knew college could be so fun? :-D
Saw a couple of trailers I like this week. I saw "Star Wars III" trailer: BRILLIANT! Upon viewing this, my body was ridden with goosebumps! Then, today I stumbled on the first "Elektra" trailer. I was not a big fan of "Daredevil," but I can safely say that "Elektra" looks better. The fights seems extremely stylish and remind me a lot of "Hero." Jennifer Garner is an excellent choice to portray Natchios and I am probably going to go see this on January 14.
Another film I am excited for is "Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason." I read the book this summer and I have never laughed so hard at a novel. It is comedic and I am ignoring the early reviews that are saying "Reason" is not funny and boring. Who cares what critics think? They suck! Anyone else agree?
How is everyone doing? Well, I hope! Please get back with me, I'd love to hear what everyone is up to!
Gotta go, though! Class is about to b e dismissed and I am starving!

Date:	2004-09-12 23:50
Subject:	~*~ MEN ~*~
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative

And now for a subject that I am very adamant about.
Men. And how much I hate them.

I have found that in my four years of being out that it is not there is something wrong with myself. There is something wrong with men. They are commitment phobics, fuckwits, and most of all: DICKS. I hate them.
They do nothing but play games with people's emotions. No wonder it is so hard being a gay male in society today.
But not all are dicks. There are two men right now that I talk to and enjoy myself. And oddly enough: both I have only carried on a conversation with for small amounts of time. They are both very funny and very different. Wayne is very sarcastic and makes me laugh. Wes is kind and treats me as a total equal it would seem. But both men share something: they treat me nicely.
And that is all I ask for. Is to be treated nicely. And to feel desired and wanted. I want someone who is going look me in the eyes and tell me that I am attractive, that they genuinely like me. Is this so much to ask for? I want someone, just SOMEONE, who is going to assure me that I am not going to be hurt or emotionally scaulded by them.
Is there someone out there who isn't shallow? Is there someone out there who shares in my belief that just being a great person in general is what will keep a lasting, long-term relationship going. And not beauty? Is there someone who isn't looking for a relationship out of desperation or just because it's conveniant for them?
Am I ranting? No. I'm just venting. Please, if there is someone like that. Talk to me!

Date:	2004-08-18 23:53
Subject:	~*~The Bitch is Back~*~
Security:	Public
Mood:	bitchy

HAHAHAH! I have returned after a 2 month hiatus from LJ. I have heard it's been giving people shit...

To Amie and Jesse, sorry if you have called in the past few days and haven't been able to get through. I left my phone in my friend Sara's car and she has yet to set up a time to return it. It's beginning to piss me off...

Night!

Date:	2004-06-14 00:50
Subject:	#$&*!
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy

Where the fuck have I been? I'll tell you: Doing a play, working my ass off at Satan's Corporate Tool of Death (McDonald's) and graduating. That's right! I'm out of school. Did finally get my driver's license.Yay!I got some moolah, bought a phone, finally! Well, not much else has been going on.
I got a $3,000/2-year scholarship to Sinclair Community College here in Dayton. I'm excited. To earn my Associates Degree is going to cost me: ZIP. Isn't it awesome!

I'll keep posting...

Still single. I have accepted the fact that I am the real-life, younger, American, male version of Bridget Jones. I'm over-weight, and very awkward. It's weird...Hmm...Oh! Look! Here's my 'diary.' IRONIC!

Good night!

Exhausted. Typing dillusionally, if that's a word. The words on my screen flow into my eyes and smack my pupils, sending a burning sensation through my retena to my brain saying "Ouch." Blue names flash at the bottom of my task bar yelling to my eyes "Pick me"; dancing, fighting for attention. Fuck them. An ineffable voice sings in the background, pleading for a chance to just turn back time. Bitch won't get it.

This is when the music stops, the names don't fight, and I retire to bed.


I call that piece "Exhausted."

My eyes have just have recently been opened up to a new world. A world of pain and suffering. And it isn't on humans. It's committed by humans, against animals. Go to www.meetyourmeat.com and watch the videos on Animal Abuse. I've also just recently taken steps to start standing up for animals and their rights.

Go to www.peta2.com for more details! Please, this is a noble and worthy cause. Get involved today!

Date:	2004-03-20 13:15
Subject:	SINGIN' IN THE RAIN
Security:	Public
Mood:	(Exstactic!)

So my final show of my high school career opened last night. It was sincerely amazing! It couldn't have gone better. The kid who got the lead (Gene Kelly's role in the film) was truly fabulous! I went out for that role and I was upset at first, it being my last play, but he deserved it. I feel that he was meant for it and I am so proud of him. I am proud of the whole cast! I am so happy to say that I did that show.

Toodles!

Ha! She won! Charlize Theron is the Best Actress of 2003. I was so thrilled. I do belive however that the Oscars are becoming more and more predictable each year. It's almost as if they nominate the little people and one big actor/actress/movie, knowing that the big one will win. Don't get me wrong, "LOTR:RTOK" was a fabulous film, but it was not the best picture. Really. But, I am quite relieved now that the trilogy is out now and Peter Jackson can back to his little green country with his little gold statues and be content. I am happy for him and the picture, and the song, and the adaption, and the scoring...BLAH BLAH BLAH. I don't enough time to type it all out. Congrats to all the Winners!
~*~SOME OF THE WINNERS~*~
Best Picture: Peter Jackson; "Lord of the Rings"
Best Actor: Sean Penn; "Mystic River"
Best Actress: Charlize Theron; "Monster"
Best Supporting Actor: Tim Robbins; "Mystic River"
Best Supporting Actress: Renee Zellweger; "Cold Mountain"

Ha! She won! Charlize Theron is the Best Actress of 2003. I was so thrilled. I do belive however that the Oscars are becoming more and more predictable each year. It's almost as if they nominate the little people and one big actor/actress/movie, knowing that the big one will win. Don't get me wrong, "LOTR:RTOK" was a fabulous film, but it was not the best picture. Really. But, I am quite relieved now that the trilogy is out now and Peter Jackson can back to his little green country with his little gold statues and be content. I am happy for him and the picture, and the song, and the adaption, and the scoring...BLAH BLAH BLAH. I don't enough time to type it all out. Congrats to all the Winners!
~*~SOME OF THE WINNERS~*~
Best Picture: Peter Jackson; "Lord of the Rings"
Best Actor: Sean Penn; "Mystic River"
Best Actress: Charlize Theron; "Monster"
Best Supporting Actor: Tim Robbins; "Mystic River"
Best Supporting Actress: Renee Zellweger; "Cold Mountain"

Date:	2004-02-01 17:21
Subject:	Review: MONSTER
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy

First let me say this: "Fabulous!" This movie is intense, dramatic, touching; just flat out beautiful. Charlize Theron has prooved that she has harnessed her talent portraying prostitute-turned-lesbian serial killer. The casting is wonderful with the dazzling Christina Ricci, who is once again ignored by award committee for her efforts, bringing life to the confused, saddening character of Selby (Theron's lover in the film).

As believable as Theron is in this talent wise, the resemblance to the actual Aileen Wuornos is quite eerie. Plus 30 pounds and some wonderfully applied cosmetics throws Wuornos' physical appearance at you as if she is in the film and not dead. The only prostetics used where he teeth plates and contact lenses; other than that, it's all make-up.

I give this movie an A+.

Rating: R
Running Time: 1 hour & 51 minutes
Star Scale: ********** 10 out of 10

It's been a glorious day. I got off work two hours early and I come home to find out that Britney Spears got married! Read on (http://aolsvc.news.aol.com/news/article.adp?id=20040104062609990001) to find out more. It's wonderful. It was a joke; but it still happened, and it was legit!

Last night, I went out with a couple friends to my fav. restauraunt, HOOTERS! It was muy fab. Then, I went to my friend Blake's. There were four gay guys (including myself) and my friend Carlita. (Her real name is Carly, but we call her that b/c it's her Spanish name.) Then,my friend Phil came back to my house. We drank some Coke and watched the special features of "X2" Grand!

I am out!

Date:	2003-12-31 22:42
Subject:	Life...Weeks Later
Security:	Public
Mood:	mellow

I am here! I have successfully survived Christmas. I have yet to conquere the New Year. I received a slew of clothing and hair care products for Christmas. I bought two DVDS: "TOMB RAIDER II" and "X2."

The highlight of my vacations was that I saw my Stacy everyday she was here but Christmas Eve! Isn't that wonderful? I love her so...and we saw "Return of the King" together. Bugger, that was tedious. Worth every dollar I didn't pay to see it, though! ((Terrance paid for the ticket!))

Hopefully, I will be okay this year. I have a feeling something very bad is going to happen...

Anyway... Has anyone ever seen a little movie called "Y Tu Mama Tambien"? If not, watch it. I rented it tonight again, and it is phenomenal. If you like foreign movies that is. I never thought I'd like them, but I do. Oh, and "Amelie" is fabulous!

Date:	2003-11-30 19:13
Subject:	Another Post
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

I am so freaking tired! I have worked for the past three days, 8am-4pm. I didn't get to sleep in at all on my damn break. I slept in until noon on Thursday...aye, what a waste.

Anyway, I renewed my temps Wednesday because you know they expired back on Oct. 10. plus, I am trying to get extra hours at work because I need to make a car payment and Christmas is approaching! yay! :-) I love Christmas. I promised myself I would only buy gifts for a few people this year and not ALL of my friends. It isn't that I am selfish or anything, I just can't afford to spend $10 on each of my friends. It's too expensive! ;)

Night all! I have to get showered and be in bed early. I plan to actually watch "Charmed" at 8, then that Big in 2003 special on VH1.

Ladies and Gentlemen ((Mainly Amie Ryan)) You heard it hear first. At this point, it's in the planning stages, but here it is:

Demi Moore made a bit of a comeback this summer as the villainess of "Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle", but with the film fading from memory and the tabloid craze over her relationship with Ashton Kutcher dying down, the star is trying to hold onto that refound success as much as she can according to the latest issue of People magazine:

"Demi is looking at starring in another "Charlie's Angels" film. In fact, she's looking at headlining it, producing it and calling the shots on all future instalments of the hit film series.

Having reportedly impressed the pants off studio execs - at Sony - with her performance as angel gone bad Madison Lee in the most recent sequel, Moore is whispered to be in talks with the studio about reprising the character for a third film. If she does, don't expect the others to return.

Moore is said to be in talks with both the studio and Barrymore about furthering the "Charlies Angels" series at her own production company, Moving Pictures. The actress has suggested that the next film focus largely on Madison Lee pre-Full Throttle, when she was the Angel's no.1 hot shot agent - "Demi has plans to do two or three films based on the Madison Lee character, that would be set in the early 80's. From the sounds of it, the other girls aren't invited. From the sounds of it, she might just get her wish".

This article can be found in an upcoming issue of "People"!

Lemme know what you think!

Well, here I am. Watching this movie for the 15th time and counting. I love this movie...:-D

Any one hoping for a sequel?

Date:	2003-11-01 19:01
Subject:	Fun!
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted

Last night, I saw "Texas Chainsaw" again and went to Steak'n Shake. There was this guy there that knew my friend who was serving me. Well, this guy was into me. Eek! I am so excited!

Ryan

Like my new icon?

Michael Bay (producer of "Texas Chainsaw" and director of "Pearl Harbor) has just announced he and Platinum Dunes (his production company) will be remaking with MGM:

THE AMITYVILLE HORROR

Well, I just got back a little bit ago. And let me say, intense.

I really enjoyed it! The man who plays Thomas Hewitt (Leatherface) is the dude who played Max Shreck's son Chip in "Batman Returns." I could have done without Jessica Biel though. She just was really...different. But I was highly impressed with it all together. The part that disappointed me most was the fact that it was never established that the family was cannibals. And there was no bone-made dining room table. The part that creeped me out the most was when Leatherface was attacking Erin (Biel) and he looked at her. He had made a mask out of her boyfriend's face! It was so sweet!

Rating: (1-10) 8
Gore factor: 5
Scare factor: 7
Thrills-and-chills: 9
Leatherface's Mask(s): 7